It's true this time450字作文

　　Suddenly there is an unprecedented sense of relaxation, entanglement for so long, I finally can let myself go. I feel a little sad for myself.

　　I have worked so hard for so long. In the end, I am still in such a mess. I know from the very beginning that there will be no good results. But I will not give up my mind. I will try it, just like the Lyric "I have heard about your good and bad, and I am willing to sink deeply into it". I know I don't want anything. I just want to be happy. You always pull me back when I'm about to give up, but this time I don't look back at you, because I look back more often, I know it's a more terrible abyss. I hit your south wall once and again. I don't want to go forward. I don't blame you. I always naively think that as long as I love you very much, you will love me with all your heart, but the end is that you let me understand that there are many things in the world can be achieved by hard struggle, but love is not the only thing, I lost completely. I hope you don't meet me again in the future.

　　For your occasional tenderness, I have compromised many times, and then I am disappointed. You are a little bit good I will remember in mind for a long time, but only I in your heart is so unimportant. From childhood to adulthood, no one let me suffer so much grievance, no one let me give up, no one hurt me one after another.

　　This time. I really want to let go. · At last I'm going to say give up!